Second of Asperger’s Ten Traits – Overwhelmed Innocence

"2) We are innocent, naive, and honest. Do we lie? Yes. Do we like to lie? No. Things that are hard for us to understand: manipulation, disloyalty, vindictive behavior, and retaliation. Are we easily fooled and conned, particularly before we grow wiser to the ways of the world? Absolutely, yes. Confusion, feeling misplaced, isolated, overwhelmed, and … Continue reading Second of Asperger’s Ten Traits – Overwhelmed Innocence

To my autistic diary…

When its motion stopped, I realised that my circle of life became an insignificant spot, desperate, frightened, alone, like a tired fire juggler abandoned by an audience too dull to notice the beauty of the single detail constructing their illusion… “How odd” he said, “In vitro, every now and then becomes a schism embedded deep … Continue reading To my autistic diary…

imago…

stabbed was I by anyone who came into my own... invited them I and felt ashamed at being naked, trapped between my why... and theirs... shalom's all gone unlost, unfound, and bound to understand. reflected image Narcissus, of frozen sand and leaves, an echo cleaves to your distorted image... water has never been a good … Continue reading imago…

The Girl with…

No one's afraid anymore of fragile girls with dragons tattooed anywhere in between the top of their heads and the long, old train which left the day innocence and hope were last seen in their tears... When dies, innocence leaves a hollow scar, in which hope lays before the final door slam, an egg. It … Continue reading The Girl with…

Social Poem 3

"Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn?" No one out there to remember, no one to reply. Innocence is past, with no one to imagine what is was... Legions of faded poppies marching quietly over ashes of once resurrected hopes; When I was younger I remember dreaming about being older; now that I'm older I don't … Continue reading Social Poem 3